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04 January 2010

an old and basically insignifcant even i thought i would still talk about...meeting run

i know nothing about run dmc except for the fact that they created "walk this way", wore "my adidias" and had three group members. I still was fortunate enought to have a run in with DMC from the group (no pun inteneded,really...lol im lame)






it was April of last year and I was in a formal meeting for something...I think it was some type of awards ceremony my then-boyfriend and I attended. We were all done recieving our honors (this was Suffolk Community College in selden) and I saw a poster about how DMC was going to be there speaking about youth and rap these days. plus i think he has a book out. we were already missing class on our home campus and this event was practically over. I wanted to take a peek at his speech but it wasnt really right to go back and forth.






We later found out that there was a lunch reception and meet and greet for him in the same room we were in so we stayed. I went to the car to get my camera. My ex called me a groupie but I called it a nice photo-op...like I said I didnt even know DMC but my parents did so I said hello and got a picture. I am sure it was a good time for our student ambassadors who organized the event. I was really involved in my campus and recieved the Get There From Here scholarship :) (love my fellow scholars) but I really cant remember what we were there for that day -__- anyway if u care here are some pics:

P.S. this blog is also about natural hair...notice the slight difference in my fro in April after the big chop (TWA lol) and in December (with the bang) :) so hype lol

Cherish The Memories- JennellUjima























03 January 2010

Tatted Up...My tattoos and feelings twoards them in general








I have two tattoos that I got when I was 18 and 19. The first is an ankh which is an ancient amulet and a symbol for life and fertility. I don't know if I am legally allowed to copy this but to avoid typing in detail (yes, i am lazy) wikipedia says:




The ankh appears frequently in Egyptian tomb paintings and other art, often at the fingertips of a god or goddess in images that represent the deities of the afterlife conferring the gift of life on the dead person's mummy; this is thought to symbolize the act of conception. Additionally, an ankh was often carried by Egyptians as an amulet, either alone, or in connection with two other hieroglyphs that mean "strength" and "health" The ankh was almost never drawn in silver; as a sun-symbol, the Egyptians almost invariably crafted important examples of it (for tombs or other purposes) from the metal they most associated with the sun, gold. Note the striking example of how the depiction of the Ancient Egyptian Ankh was preserved by the Copts in their representation of the Christian cross




the earliest suggestions is that of Thomas Inman, first published in 1869:[2]
[It] is by Egyptologists called the symbol of life. It is also called the 'handled cross,' or crux ansata. It represents the male triad and the female unit, under a decent form. There are few symbols more commonly met with in Egyptian art. In some remarkable sculptures, where the sun's rays are represented as terminating in hands, the offerings which these bring are many a crux ansata, emblematic of the truth that a fruitful union is a gift from the deity. the Ankh, symbol of life, thoracic vertebra of a bull (seen in cross section)

the Djed, symbol of stability, base on sacrum of a bull's spine (base)
the Was, symbol of power and dominion, a staff featuring the head and tail of the god Set, "great of strength" ("circle")








Sorry if I went into too much detail for you but if you're still reading I got the ankh and surrounding it are my parents first and middle names "Jeanette Geneva" and "Lloyd Harvey" ....at first I told my dad i was getting a tattoo and he told me to wait a couple of years...I had drawn it out an showed him and he told me him and my mother are not married. i feel like i just wanted to honor my parents with this tattoo this idea has been with me for about three years before i got it. i got it a few weeks after i showed my dad. i told him like 6 months later, he didn't like it much but he said it was my body and i would have to learn the hard way. i still love this tattoo and what i love most about it is that its on my ribs so it will virtually never be seen unless i want to show it or am bending in such a way that it peeks through (that's for my second tattoo)




I then had this wild and crazy idea to get a floral tattoo up and down my ribs, but then I settled for a treble/bass clef heart and two roses on either side of it. I made an appointment and went to my favourite shop (Devils Rose Tattoo in Blue Point,NY...they re less satanic than you would think) I told him what I wanted and showed him images of the heart and a specific rose I wanted. We had a little trouble with the colors and my skin tone because apparently no artist out here wants to work with color on African Americans (city of ink in Atlanta specializes in it, they are amazing if I get out there I def want them to do my next tatt) but eventually he said its your body have whatever color u want and he did an amazing job it turned out beautiful, I think even better than he imagined. so here I was with this tattoo (that i didn't expect to be so low), healing it, which was difficult in that spot and I had ended up somewhat keloiding in the spots that were red....it was a puffy and swollen and didn't heal for a month or so. at the time I was working out in the Hampton's and asked a particular customer what to do and he told me to just keep my routine and wait and it healed fine. when u get green and red ink you run the risk of infection rejection and permanent scarring. luckily it just healed late. i may sound crazy but it was worth the risk. not everyone ends up as lucky




anyway Ive been on here for a while plus i am skyping with a long lost friend and getting tired :) so i will have to include a part 2. part 2 will include:




a video of me getting my 2Nd tattoo (the one on the bottom)




what my church members had to say when i asked them if i should get a tattoo




stigmas with tattoos




possible future tattoos








feel free to comment on your first tattoo




always be yourself




-jennell ujima <3









20 in 2010...rant...first blog ever!
















I consider myself an average 20 year old who doesn't know who she wants to be and where to start...





I was just telling a friend I want to be cool (soulful Erykah Badu swag) lol





I want to wear vintage clothes, do yoga and chill out with other girls with TWA's (teeny weeny afros)





as for now I'm living in a culture deprived town preparing and waiting and hoping to attend Binghamton University upstate at the end of the month.





I would start by telling you who I am where I live and what I do but I am going to Tarantino it as Dane Cook would say and do it in reverse.





Whats on my mind right now is the fact that my mother ,who has been plagued with Multiple Sclerosis basically most of her adult life and is in a nursing home, may be having a relapse and going into the hospital. I hate relapses. These aren't relapses like ooh I'm on that crack again...whether it be crack cocaine or creamy crack (relaxer) lol...These are relapses you don't cause and cant stop and each one makes the situation worse....my friend Erick prays for my mom sometimes and I told her she was in a home and he asked how old she was and I told him 41, she will be 42 on the ninth and shes been there since she was 31.....(this disease is progressive, she hasn't always not been able to walk or function) anyway he said that was too young...but really what is too young...so many crazy things happen to our youth now a days...What do you think? When is too young...who decides who lives and who dies or when a child gets ill? I have a friend who lost a grandma and I don't know the details (i think she was young) but she misses her abuela so much and ppl say oh well they were old but does that mean the youth get mourned more than the elderly?





I had this crazy dream last night that I was hanging out with my friends and I waltzed in to visit my mom and the aid was putting a toe tag on her body....I haven't had a dream about her dying since I was a kid and this was unnerving...I knew it wasn't true but the dream continued...I was sitting there screaming and crying, yelling about how I was sorry for having my priorities so fucked up and one day I got a call and she said the usual hi baby, what are you doing? and asked the usual million questions and i cried and said i was sorry, so sorry and she said for what, and i said mommy I'm sorry i miss you.....a little while later I woke and my mom told me about some dream she had and told me not to worry, that shes not going anywhere. the dream symbolized my priorities and what i need to change.





Anyway I'm going to stop the talk on death and dying, doing this is actually therapy, and i know i may seem crazy but I'm not lol i intended to write about hair and fashion but when my mom called saying she was short of breath and her heart was racing i had to share my fears.....





and don't worry I am hoping the nurse has a hold of this and if not i will march my little ass down there blizzard, dangerous roads and everything and regulate.





family comes first.





speaking of that





i found these pics from Sept o9 while browsing and decided to share





they are of my 4 year old God son a.k.a. husband lol and his 11 year old sister





my fro is in a high headband and actually grew since then





I got braces the next month





change is beautiful.





Peace.



POST SCRIPT....I meant for the images to be on the bottom as they were supposed to be the rainbow after the storm but they got uploaded last and Im not familiar with how to put them between or after paragraphs...If you know how to let me know. Thanks